Great. One of my friends just announced on Facebook that she and her fiance are expecting in December. These are the moments that I lose all hope of ever feeling happiness again. Others around me are so full of joy and I'm just empty.
Tell me about it, I've been seeing so much of this "great news" on facebook too :( I'm sorry you have to hear all this while you're grieving. I get SO tired hearing about people's pregnancies on facebook sometimes I just wanna delete that account all together.
"Life isn't fair"...we know this saying all too well but I hope that someday soon our time will come when we are so full of joy again like the people around us.
Thank you so much Kalialani...I too more times than not want to delete my facebook just so I don't have to "deal" with others good news. Before losing Dash I would have been THRILLED for them, sending cards and well wishes, but now I just feel this deep resentment. It's really hard to have "normal" friendships now.
it just makes me feel SO bitter to see a pregnant woman or find out anyone is pregnant. within the first month after losing kenny, i found out that ALL four of the pregnant women i know who are due within 3 months after kenny was due are having boys. SO BITTER.
Tell me about it, I've been seeing so much of this "great news" on facebook too :( I'm sorry you have to hear all this while you're grieving. I get SO tired hearing about people's pregnancies on facebook sometimes I just wanna delete that account all together.
ReplyDelete"Life isn't fair"...we know this saying all too well but I hope that someday soon our time will come when we are so full of joy again like the people around us.
(((HUGS)))
Thank you so much Kalialani...I too more times than not want to delete my facebook just so I don't have to "deal" with others good news. Before losing Dash I would have been THRILLED for them, sending cards and well wishes, but now I just feel this deep resentment. It's really hard to have "normal" friendships now.
ReplyDeleteit just makes me feel SO bitter to see a pregnant woman or find out anyone is pregnant. within the first month after losing kenny, i found out that ALL four of the pregnant women i know who are due within 3 months after kenny was due are having boys. SO BITTER.
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